monday 8-16-2010

just got up from my daily nap. my shoulder was hurting this morning, today it was my right side more that my left. i tried not to go to sleep, eric likes it when i stay up and watch bonanza with him, but i just couldn't keep my eyes open. thursday is my dr's apt, cannot wait to get that over with, that is an all day event i don't enjoy. drs office full of people complaining about how slow they are taking, most look like they are there to get a fix, if you know what i mean, and then go to rite aid and get rx's filled and finally go home. it's about a 5 hour or more ordeal. and let's not forget, work comp no longer pays for my appts nor my meds, $200 per visit and a couple hundred for my rx's. all that and i get $277 a week!  how do i wish i could be normal again and not hurt and go to work again. well, now that i have just complained enough about my  day, let me go and find my smile and show it to eric, he doesn't deserve to see that frown all day long.